Tuesday, March 06, 2007

my days

2nd march 2007

every move i make is wrong
every step i take is wrong
no right words come out from my mouth
even my thinkin is not on the right track anymore
nothung i do is right
nothing i say is right

how do i redeem myself from here
from this point of which im standin at
ive tried my bst to come up with solutions for everything
but all seems to fail
nothing seems to work

i think abut it all the time
till i dont have enough strength to do anything else
my days are filled with questions
to which i have no answers to
tryin mybest to be logical
to be fair
to balance everything out
but nothin is like that AT ALL

it affects me till i shut my eyes
though, it daunts e in my sleep still
nightmares? you can say that

what do i do
waht do i say
what are steps i gotta take

theses are some of the questions
that run thru my head now
is there an avenue i could go
an opening to theses questions

i try my best not to think bout it at times
but i'll just end up being in the same position
am i not trying
not tryin hard enough

this game at which i gamble
not knowin if im playin my cards right
will i looose it all to my very last dime
or would i get something good in the end

3rd march 2007

i woke up today
havin the urge to cry
like everything was crumbling
right before my eyes
all of a sudden
all that once got me thinking came back
catching me off guard
not knowin what to do
i allowed the emotions and thoughts roam my mind
i dint know if i was really up
whether or not it was a dream or a NIGHTMARE
im feelin how i felt before
all down and low
like life has lost its purpose
and the next thing i knew
i lost it
tears came down
yet my questions werent answered


if only things were as easy as before
wait, what am i talkin about
it was that easy
i just screwed things up.

DAUGHTRY- IT S NOT OVER

I was blown away
What could I say
It all seemed to make sense
You've taken away everything
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life
but good things in life are hard to find
We'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?
Well I'll try to do it right this time around
Let's start over
Try to do it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over
I've taken all I can take
And I cannot wait
We're wastin too much time
Bein strong, holdin on
Can't let it bring us down
My life with you means everything
So I won't give up that easily
I'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?
Cause it's all misunderstood
Well I'll try to do it right this time around
Let's start over
Try to do it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over
We can't let this get away
Let it out, let it out
Don't get caught up in yourself
Let it out
Let's start over
We'll try to do to it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over
Let's start over
It's not over, yeah...
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over

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